Deeper Inside Your Mind
If you found this script, you probably received an email from me. Lucky you :)
I'll be leaving this up for a short time, as a treat. Be sure to make a copy for those pretty eyes to read later. And for that Deeper mind to dream about for me. If you would like to hear me perform this piece you can find the recording here:
Behind the Mirror
In front of us is a large floor-to-ceiling mirror,
wider than it is tall,
and as you
relax for me now and
breathe,
you
notice this mirror
begin to
reflect you more and more
in the way you would
like to see yourself.
more and more,
as you
continue to listen to my words,
seeing yourself
as I see you.
more beautifully,
as you
allow me to
bring you deeper
again,
as clearly or as vaguely
as comes naturally.
more and more lovely
as I carry you
into a very special type of trance
called sub-space,
where you are able to
surrender to me
as I cause you to
experience more extreme kinds of pleasure.
I tell you
there may be people
on the other side of this mirror
watching,
people like you and I,
people who also
enjoy the things we enjoy,
watching
from the other side.
maybe they are there,
and if they are,
you will never know who they are,
they will never know who we are,
and they will never tell a soul.
and if they are there,
this is their agreement,
in exchange for the privilege
of watching.
and if they are there,
or if there is no one at all,
you will only
see the reflection of us
become more beautiful,
and reflect us
in the most beautiful way,
outside
and within.
you can
imagine it is only you and I,
or you can
imagine you are being seen.
you will never know
if you were,
and you are free to
experience this
as you desire to
experience this.
breathe.
think about this
while I prepare behind you,
as you
watch us in the mirror.
I tell you to
look at the floor
near your feet.
you
see padded ankle cuffs
bolted to the floor,
three or four feet apart,
one for one ankle.
you
place one foot near this
and
think about what it will feel like
on you.
then one for the other.
you
slide your other leg out to it
and
imagine, for a moment,
not being able to escape.
you glance in the mirror
to see what it might look like,
spread.
yes.
notice padded cuffs
hanging from the ceiling,
wide enough apart,
were your wrists locked tight,
your arms and legs would be
spread completely for me,
completely vulnerable.
and how this might feel,
I wonder.
so you
reach up
and
feel the softness
of one very secure cuff
with your fingertip,
and you hear me say,
do you agree to this?
you agree.
you
feel me slide your hand
through the cuff
and tighten it
around your wrist,
and you give a little tug,
to feel if you can escape,
and to
feel that it is secure.
and you
begin to
slide gently further into subspace,
realizing how lovely it can be,
how enchanting it can be,
to be
drawn into this.
now
feel the cuff on the other wrist
tighten securely.
and you
see yourself in the mirror,
tugging and pulling,
until it is very clear to you,
this is happening.
at least you're still clothed,
for now.
these ankles need to be naked
before I
secure you completely.
so as I prepare to
cuff your legs apart
and begin to make everything
safe and tight,
you
feel my hand
wrap around your ankle
and caress it
for a moment,
before cuffing one foot to the floor,
then the other.
legs spread perfectly,
so you can
watch yourself
in the mirror.
try the strength of your bondage,
so you know
you cannot escape.
for now,
do this,
and perhaps others do as well.
then you watch me
place a black leather suitcase
on the ground in front of you,
and open it.
and you
experience a combination of arousal
and a rush of adrenaline
when you
see the assortment of things
inside.
things for whipping,
things that go inside,
things you're afraid
might go inside,
things that would make it impossible
for you to do anything
but mumble
and whimper
and moan
for me.
and I choose
scissors.
and as I begin to
slowly cut your clothes
from your body,
carefully,
so as not to harm you,
I say to you,
the wonderful thing about being
tied up
and forced to
feel things
is that part of you wants to escape,
and part of you wants to try to stop it,
and you can't.
and just like these scissors
remove your clothes from you,
leaving you
naked
and vulnerable,
the bondage you have
accepted
removes another layer
from between us.
so in accepting this bondage,
you
give me total access
to you.
and now you are
naked
in this space.
and I move behind you
and pull it out of my pants,
and you
feel me press myself into you
and hold it here
for a moment,
as you
watch yourself be taken
in the mirror,
unable to stop this.
and then I remove myself
from your body
and whisper in your ear,
just a taste,
love.
and it goes back in the pants,
and the belt comes off.
and I say to you,
each time my belt hits your skin,
it will leave a temporary mark.
and I'm not doing this
to make you say what I want.
this is purely for the sensation
and the markings,
the vulnerability
and
surrender.
I do this to
make you mine.
and after every impact,
you will
say thank you.
understand?
let's start with the left.
ready.
you instinctively try to pull away.
being still
and closing your eyes
does help to
process the sensation.
and another.
and I give you time to
process this,
and you
slip further into subspace,
my beautiful sub.
as you
look up in the mirror,
you
watch the red marks
begin to appear
on your skin.
you can
feel how these may bruise,
causing you to
surrender more completely
with every one.
when you
see and feel these marks
on you,
it will give you a notable
and unique feeling
inside,
as you
remember this,
and
remember what it means,
that I have
made you mine
with this.
with each impression of my belt
upon your skin,
you can
feel your body release
more endorphins,
giving you a certain
body high.
so as you
slip deeper
and deeper
into this space,
you say to yourself,
secretly,
inside,
thank you for this.
thank you for this release.
as you
feel me come behind you again
and enter you,
only this time,
I spend longer inside.
I take my time,
and hold your throat,
and enjoy your body
for a while,
allowing you to
watch this
in the mirror,
watching the image of you and I
become brighter
and more beautiful
with every thrust.
and I tell you
how nice you feel
on the inside,
and that I could come now,
and instead I stop,
and remove myself,
and remind you to
breathe,
and
remember to say thank you.
and I begin on the other thigh
with a nice solid,
feel this.
you know deeply
that you can be
seen feeling pleasure
and know that
you are desired,
and you can be
seen feeling pain
and know that
you are desired.
the sting ending you,
and I take you
from behind
again.
this is what it's like
to be
spread wide open
and fearless
in the face of
experiencing everything you desire,
being seen,
feeling everything you want to feel,
surrendering completely
to the feeling.
and
look at how beautiful you are
for it.
and I almost come again
inside,
and instead I pull out again
and go to work on your ass
with my belt,
with impacts
meant to leave a mark,
so you can,
tomorrow,
feel the excitement escape,
just the sting of my belt,
your skin as beautiful as you are,
in the reflection
and within.
you can
feel your legs become weak,
causing you to use your arms
to hold yourself up
as I take you
deeper.
surrender completely
now.
and I take you
again,
and because you
surrender completely now,
you can
feel what it's like
to really be
taken,
and owned.
and because your legs are weak
and shaking,
I lift you from behind,
and your feet raise off the floor,
and you dangle from your wrists
as I hold you up
and fuck you,
and fuck you,
and fuck you.
and you can be
seen,
forced to
feel pleasure
beyond your control.
and you
let go completely
and just
feel me inside,
as you
feel time stretch out,
so that this feeling seems to
go on
and on,
held midair
by my hands
and my body.
and maybe you
come now,
with no control of your own,
so beautiful
in the reflection,
seen
letting go
into complete release
for me.
and as you reach total exhaustion,
you
feel me pulse inside of you
and thrust deeper,
so you know that I
come now,
inside of you,
pulsing
and pulsing,
relieving myself
of every drop,
and making you
mine.
and I remain inside
after I'm done,
and feel your body
quiver for me
for a while.
feel the warmth,
and the sweat.
and you hear me,
quietly,
as I remove myself from you,
and release one ankle,
and the other,
then one wrist.
and you begin to
place your weight on me,
then
trust almost all of you
to me,
as I
release you completely
and take you
in my arms,
and to the floor,
where you
lean on me
and
allow me to
bring you gently down
from this experience.
and you have done so,
and everything is
okay now.
and you
feel me hold you,
and make you
feel so safe
now,
as I wrap you
in a soft blanket
and just
hold you near,
warm
and safe,
with me here,
as you
let yourself
come safely down,
breathing deeply,
the way back down
to the solid floor.